Submition power and fear

Everybody is different.
Yet everybody is the same.
Everybody has fear.
Everybody has their own happy place.
She is mean,cruel, obnoxious,arrogant, and powerful.
She yells... She screams.
I do not bend to her will...
 I have no fear in my eyes.
All of a sudden she sees a flicker in my eyes.
Of what? I dunno.
She submits. She has fear.
I stud up for myself.
Something, she had never seen before.
She feels naked at what she thinks is power,
at my free and fearless
soul.
Now she is powerless.
She thinks I have the power.
Yet I feel the same as her.
I feel naked, and fear my own shadow.
My soul is trapped in an endless SCREAM.
A SCREAM petrified of its own matter.
Not solid, not  liquid,
but a transparent wind,
so different from what my outer soul reveals.
I feel empty and powerless.
But she doesn't know that...
And I... Won't say otherwise.

Dream for Hope of Love

In Life...
Never stop dreaming...
For in dreams...
You never stop living...

Hope is the last thing you lose...

If you have love...
You have everything...

All very wise words.
But when you lose what you most love,
your most precious possession,
how can you keep dreaming?
how can you keep living ?
how can you hope for something
when you have lost everything you
care about...?
your dream...?
your hope... ?
simple answer...
you dream and hope for love

Sea of Tears

The blue silver knight
shades my skin of a
pale silver white
My eyes sparkle of a
deep sea green
as my only thoughts
are of a scream
the only words that
escape my lips
are a shielded
 hushed good bye
though my thoughts
plead with a scream
stay don't leave
don't you see we belong
my lips are dry
and don't seem to function anymore
my will is betrayed
as a single tear parts its way
down my cheek and in through my lips
i cant taste the salty tear
that matches the saltiness
of the clear blue sea

love

one of the most powerful feelings
yet it is still just a simple word to those who have  not experienced it.
love causes fear heat grief and yet nothing at the same time.
heat for those who play with it
grief for the lost loved one
fear for the loved one
that's what love is